TueMay 12th
i wanna be able to accept the mess. i don’t deserve him, or anyone to take any interest in me. i kinda wish you didn’t meet worthy people when you were at your semi rock bottom. it makes it hard to feel like you haven’t missed out because you were here. you don’t wanna be here. you wanna be where you thought you would 8 months ago. how could i have not forseen this. was i joking myself that i could just make it up?
