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i think quite possibly maybe i’m falling for you

i think i have a problem. i think this is a means for me to try to sort this out. i don’t know why i am unhappy with my perfect life. honestly, it seems like there is nothing else i could have wanted to ask for to make my life more perfect to get me to where i am. and for some reason, i’m not performing up to my potential or appreciating any of it. i mean, logically i know i should, but i just don’t feel it. i think somewhere i lost the faith in myself. i came here with this chip on my shoulder feeling like i had something to prove, because already i felt like i wasn’t good enough. and all that did was make me doubt myself and realize that without being the best, i have nothing. and that’s exactly what i was afraid of.